I wanted to write this letter to tell you how I really feel about our breakup. I’m hurt bad. I feel like you took the biggest part of me away. I remember our first date. We went to that horrible Tom cruise movie. Leaving the movie to go to the dam, the feeling of you touching me, kissing me, holding me, it was amazing made me believe I was worth something again. Now that feeling is gone, and I’m list without you. When I look back at our relationship my heart breaks. My favorite nights of my college experience all have you in them. Going to cams, to mikes, driving around, and going to you place. I remember everywhere we’ve had sex. Cams shower, cams floor, cams bed, cams couch, you bed, your front and back seat, my dorm room & basin. I love you, even though you are done with me and you don’t love me anymore. I understand now why you left. Maybe if I had tried harder to make you happy, or left you alone when you were with LaDawn. I get I that I ruined us, that I’m the reason you’re gone. I with things were different, I wish you still were mine and that you still loved me. There isn’t a day that goes by that you aren’t on my mind. I kiss you a bunch. I regret a lot of things one of the biggest was letting you go. I really wanted you to stay. I still dream about you, and what my life would be like if we contined our plan; elope, have kids and be happy. I still want you.
Anyways I love you Andrew.
Kaitlyn Christine Haider